My Morning Rant.

Right now I feel like giving up. I have exam this afternoon, not really afternoon, it's on 2.30pm, and I don't know anything about how I'm gonna answer the paper. 

I've listed down some options in my mind, a backup plan for this event;

1. I'm just gonna go sit for the exam, answer questions that I know and wait until the invigilator said "time's up!".

2. I'm just gonna go sit for the exam, do just like the above option, but... go out early.

3. Not going at all.

The first option, people will see, it's obvious, that I wouldn't be writing anything, since I probably gonna be answering one question ONLY. Or they won't, only focus at their paper.

The second option, if I go out early, madam will find it weird, she might or might not check my answer booklet, and find out that I messing up!

The third and the last option, what a coward! This girl seriously?! Duh!

Yes I know, I should start studying right now, I mean "revising notes" rather than updating blog(?) I don't know, I feel helpless and -how do I put this- putus asa(?), down I just wanna scream, f*** this s*** (oops!) or maybe I should sleep rather than cursing  at 'ilmu, God forgive me. Huhu

I'm at the bottom of my life, I guess? Next semester will be better, I'm wanna do better, I can't swear, because I never can keep a promise I made to myself, very the useless of me. But I'm gonna change my major, yeah, changing major isn't really helping, the thing is, me myself should make a change to myself, hooo! Yeah yeah, next semester, I'll do better, in shaa Allah, amin. 

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Sarawak for the first time!

May peace be upon us all. :)

This post have been in the waiting list since last year, and I don't feel like blogging it anymore. pfttt! But one I thing I wanna highlight from this trip, I feel belonged, the participants and me... I enjoyed this trip so mucho! Moving on, so let me just belanja you guys pics of the trip:

 Touch down! Yay!

First day: Waterfront? And Dewan Undangan negeri Sarawak.

Homestay, movie night, we cooked (catering bureau kateko!)

Second day: and kids.

 First time meeting our mak.

This Nia, or Mia I guess? Trust me, she's a cute girl, it just my camera that ...

This is Mimi, I don't know why apak called him Mimi but he's a male kitty.

There was a story behind why they kept this cat as a pet. There was this time, Nia was running a high fever. The family was so worried and then this cat suddenly appear, in front of their house (but not like *pling!* and magically appear la), and Nia recovered from the fever. just like that. So they decided to kept this cat as Nia's friend.

This my housemates y'all, opss! My kakak angkat I mean, heee to the left, kak Nisak, kak Wani, kak Idah, and me. :D

Us, mak, and the supervisors. Last day. *cry a river*

Can you tell which one is Gunung Santubong and Gunung Sejinjang?

Annndddddd....... shout out to my BFF masa kat Sarawak, MUS wuuuuuuw!

 UniMas and us. This is us, not all, but us.

Bye  Bye Sarawak!

There were a lot more to talk about Sarawak, a lot like, a lot! The home stay, School things, Rewang shopping, lalu celah celah lorong, discover lots of hipster  restaurants, okay I should stop now. But I dont feel like typing it, plus if  I'm going to do that, it gonna start with 'filling the form' moment which is embarrassing ughh I cannot! okay I think that's all.

See ya next time!*kalau rajin*

Till then, salam...