Hikmah or muhasabah?

May peace be upon us all... :)

(tengok sini)

"It's not about Cost Management, it's about you and Him"

Says my lecturer when I called to inform that I didn't took the midterm exam last Friday.

I mistaken my exam time, thought it was on 8pm but it's actually 3PM. Nevermind it's not the main point pun... So what I'm gonna be bebel tonight is the ibrah(s) that I got from this experience.

1. When I hello my madam Hayati( I love her seriously!) she have just arrived from Malacca, and so tired.

"A quick call would do" she said.

So I phoned her right at that moment, panic weh! Tak terfikir pulak madam penat ke apa, huhuhu. Upon hearing madam's voice, I burst into tears, and madam calmly ask me what had happened, tho she said she's so tired.

point here: Be mature, keep yourself in control, or you gonna break people's heart.



2. When I tell madam about what happened, she didn't asked me too much things too detail whatsoever. Perhaps she can sense that I'm a nervous wreck! Very understanding, she told me what should I do, the procedure and stuff.

I was relieved, but still aku nangeh sampai tak boleh cakap satu apapun dah! And madam give me advice.



THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THIS LONG POST! Brace yourself.


Madam said
"Take this as a lesson to you, maybe you have done something wrong to Him, and what had happened is just one way to make you realize and muhasabah."

'Okay' I said.

"I don't know what you have done wrong, it's not my privilege, but you know yourself better kan...?"

"Hmmm, okay madam" lap ayaq mata.

"Alalaa don't cry, it's not about Cost Management, it's about you and Him, as for me, I can do what best I can do, at least you still have an option, because it is only midterm exam, as for you, work harder, and repair your relationship with Him"

'Yes okay' I said, sobbing.

And the rest is history.
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So this "takpe la tu, ada la hikmahnya benda dah jadi" sentence is so common people no longer find calm upon hearing it. But when madam advice me to muhasabah, I was speechless kejap, deep sangat tu madam. But it works! Thanks God & madam.

The problem had been resolved, I have to work harder for my final exam since the mark will be carried forward, it's /65 gaizz! *CRY* pray for  me.




See ya next time!*kalau rajin*

Till then, salam..